Wednesday, May 7, 2014


Lately, I have rediscovered how it is to be happy again. That's why i'm back. It's such a strange feeling, and the word itself is strange  too, isn't it? I am happy with my new life right now, I am happy with my work--basically, I am happy with everything. Alhamdulillah. 

Happy is ... It is that feeling when you wake up in the morning, you feel like a champion yourself. You see, for me when you work on your passion, your best work will be an extension of who you are. The feeling that you bring back home everyday is important. I don't want to die with an unsatisfied heart, although sometimes I am afraid that I will only end up with broken things. And more broken things. I will always try to be as much efficient when I am in the office, so that that I can get back on everything on time. I know it sounds lame but hey, this is my definition of happiness. 

Yes, I admit sometimes that I don't even know what does happiness look like, sometimes I just get it from a person that I have a major crush on, sometimes the happiness is just from a simple text that he sent to me. This kind of things that sowed a little seed between my rib cage which later it will grow into a garden of flowers and trees and/or garden of eden in me. Man, can you feel me? 

I wish I could describe it by words. But I just cant. It's too strange. 

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