That's What She Said

For You

2011-12-11T23:34:00.001-08:00

Pastel pink is cantik

2011-09-22T01:50:00.000-07:00

Amazing dress.

This is so unlike me, but… pastel pink! arghhh! YES doing silly things while while procrastinating tralalalala. I think this color is so much romantic. and elegant. and so wonderfully feminine... Hoh yeah it currently expresses what I am feeling now. Wink wink ;) Take a look some of the pictures below, sooooo cuteee:

Heart-shaped teacups. Lovelyyy!

I want this so bad.

This one too!

hottt

My wedding cake :D

Nak dye bulu kucing kaler nih. hahaha. mesti cute.

nak kawen kaler nih ;)

not pastel. I know. it's just so cuteee!

byeeeee!

feather earrings

2011-09-06T21:22:00.000-07:00

Im in love with these earrings!

I think it will look great if you swing your hair like in the shampoo commercial. or running on the beach like in Baywatch.

ooooooooooo

aaaaaaaaaaaaaah

oooh la laa

awww look at that

gorgeouss

loveee!

sexy

boho

so cutee

Super cute.

Lets do some DIY projects. Im gonna pluck it either from chickens, or birds or the peacock itself!

Bahahaahah

Most Awesomest Thing Ever

2011-08-23T21:19:00.000-07:00

~~Today~~ ~~Yesterday~~ Two days ago was my birthday.

[insert congratulations & happy birthday wishes here]

Thank you!!! That's very sweeeeet.

I am 24-years old. I love my birthday, and I love today, not just because everyone must treat me like I’m special, even my boss bought me KFC' Chickens. Weeee!

My Darling surprised me with a perfect BOUQUET of roses. I am so excited and am going to jump ~~out of the building~~!

I am now 49kg.. in just 2 months and plus i could lose almost 7 kgs. I am so proud of myself.

I am now running at a speed of 6.8km/h. It's a bit tiring and always making me tripping on the threadmills. But I really enjoy it.

I'm currently obsessed with anything that is aqua blue and pink lemonade. Cantik!

Pink lemonade

My lastest hair product ( in aqua!)

Very recommended, Izzati Tajuddin.

I got kad raya from my Best Friend. Thank you! Sorry tak sempat nak reply. Probably after raya baru boleh reply. Lol.

Adik just bought a rabbit. She prefers black. "Because white is hard to take care of. And the eyes are red. It scares me." According to her. Lol.

I have more to say, but for now, that’s all. This post can just be about my birthday, more about blondeness later...

Peace out

What Im Loving Wednesday

2011-08-11T09:34:00.000-07:00

Stop being a Negative Jihad and think about what makes you smile today! Link up with Izzati and share what you are loving today! Weee!

I’m loving that it is mid August already! Even though there is no specific date circled on the calendar as to when I can see my sweethearts at the north side, each day is one day closer. Cliché yes, but still it’s the truth.

You see, everyday Wednesday during our LLB year, we would always make a point to see each other at Baskin-Robbins. We were going to enjoy the icecreams, a bottle or two of mineral water, and tons of chit chatting; not forgetting to update each other with the lastest gossip.

I’m loving the goreng pisang and the layang-layang, as always. They just amaze me with how young and beautiful we can be. I am a firm believer that you are NEVER too old to fly layang-layang! (while eating goreng pisang! lol)

I’m loving to see them again every Wednesday but I cant. I'm too far away. :(

Eh, we're supposed to talk about what we are loving today right? Nevermind. I always thought today is Wednesday.

There's always something I cant tell

2011-08-01T22:42:00.000-07:00

Some people forgive,

but they do not forget.

Some people will forgive,

and will definitely forget about it,

and say, "nahh.. small matter."

Some people forgive,

but it's only on the lips, not by heart.

Some people had already forgiven other people's mistakes and moved on,

but the other people -still- do not know,

so they keep on blaming themselves of the faults and the mistakes they had done,

because "some people" never tell.

You see,

They don't get you wrong,

because they'll always get you right.

And some people,

always pretend to forgive.

Nurul Ain

2011-07-29T03:52:00.000-07:00

I take back what ive said la eh.

aku rase kaw kurang aja.

Letting go..

2011-07-28T02:07:00.000-07:00

My biggest regret ever is holding that grudge and taking an 'act of revenge' out of it.

It did make me better for a short while. Really.

If you read this,

I'm sorry.

I mean it.

What a shame

2011-07-24T20:00:00.000-07:00

I was humiliated publicly this morning. I made some mistakes. I did something that I should not have done. I was dissapointed at myself, because it is the signature trait of UiTM law students: always full of manners; always know the court protocols. I dont know what is wrong with me. Everything was jumbled up, everything was so effed up. And because of that in the end, I was yelled at by one of the senior lawyers in front of everyone, being laughed at by the other lawyers as well the interpreters.

I was so upset began to cry out of anger and hurt because I felt she was out of line to call me out in front of everyone. I think this could of wait and she should of ask me to pegi tepi court ke instead of doing this on the floor. I felt violated. Mcm Loser.

Damn.

Well after much thought about it,

I know a lot of us have gone through something like this at least once in our lives.

Ye aku sedar aku still a chambering student.

I'm still in a learning process.

We are all still in it.

I'll to fix it next time.

This was already the second time.

If the third time still camni,

takyah la jadi lawyer.

Jadi hantu.

Bye.

Nothing new to be bragged about

2011-07-22T01:14:00.000-07:00

1. My hair dah panjang. See see. panjang kan?

2. I lost 5 kgs in 2 months.

-yang ni takde gambo

3. Aku nak potong fringe.

-ni gamba potong fringe sendiri dan bermekap tebal. haha
-kurus tak muke aku? hehe

4. my ethics exam is next week.

-is it me over nervous ke ape pon taktahu..

5. i adore her.

6. I was just realized that my office has a really-really good library.

-this is from my view, which you can see banyak gile buku

- this is the view from, if sit on my chair, it's gonna be on your left. Malayan Law Journal (MLJ), very useful. Starts from the year 1932 to the current one. Waw (kalaw reaction law students)

- yang ni kt blakang. got more books. was unable to snap rak buku kt blakang ni. Kalaw berdiri tangkap gambar, my master's gonna see me main. hehe
- zaman tok kadok punye buku pon ade.

hah tu je. :)

So proud of you, Nizi Shazril.

2011-06-10T22:32:00.000-07:00

He was my classmate, the one who always came late to class, but went back home on time.

He has such a great voice, that goes with his looks (jgn prasan eh kalaw kaw terbaca).

Back then, he was always condemned by one of our beloved lecturer, THH,

regarding his inability to speak in front of the public.

Because of that, sometimes he felt like giving up, no use of trying.

But it didnt stop there, oh cmon, it's a common stress for anyone.. right?

The human spirit is a wonderful thing, same goes to Nizi's.

Anyway, let's cut to the chase,

as i was reading the paper this morning,

I noticed a name that i'm really familiar with: Nizi Shazril Ithnin.

after reading the whole article where his name was tagged on,

" THH must be so proud of him. He sent a rapist to hell for 25 years plus whipping."

Oh Nizi Shazril, im so proud of you.

You can read bout it here:

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=%2F2011%2F6%2F10%2Fcourts%2F8876326&sec=courts

You completely proved his impression of you wrong.

Congratulations, Nizi.

However bad people treat you, don't bother to hold a grudge. Karma exists and it will take over.

2011-06-09T05:26:00.000-07:00

I will always tell myself that.

Changing clothes

2011-06-03T19:16:00.000-07:00

kalau ada, ada lah.

kalau takda, takpa.

You created a new rhyme,

I'll try to position myself

and dance foward in the line of dance.

"For this dance, we'll move with each other."

Jangan terpijak each other's feet dah la.

Untitled

2011-06-02T02:05:00.000-07:00

Sometimes when you love someone so much, not even the truth can change your mind.

Food for thought

2011-05-31T20:26:00.000-07:00

Cinta Melodi

2011-05-26T19:56:00.001-07:00

Cinta Melody is a drama that aired in the broadcast television in Indonesia. This sinetron is currently airing in Malaysia via Astro Ria every Monday-Thursday, 6:30 pm. I know it may sound funny, but “romantic” (probably) is exactly what I hold this drama to be. I never watched and followed religiously any indonesian drama before, but not Cinta Melodi. This one is the closest to my heart. It'a typical Indonesian-type-of drama, but the ending is not as what we have expected. Spoilers alert!

So yesterday, was episode 16. Elang allegedly had a motor accident and fell into the river, and they thought that he's dead as the body had not been found, yet. Then, all of the sudden, the beautiful Melody got pregnant. She has an aunty and a cousin who are so evil that they wanted Melody had a miscarriage by poisoning her (drama kan biaselah). Then the episode ended there.

Then, some time, some where at this breezy eazy friday morning, while I was multitaskingly doing my job (fb-ing and reading cases at the same time), this post popped up at the wall:

... klaka kan? Motif nak post kt fb? HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH. It's not even real! Sape lah punya kerja nih! The funniest part, ade org dok layan that that person is actually the real Melody. Pfftt.

Other than the drama, I love the OST of this drama. Have a listen to it:
Aishiteru (Aku Cinta Kamu) by Zivilia Band

and here's the chorus of the song:

"Walau raga kita terpisah jauh Namun hati kita selalu dekat Bila kau rindu pejamkan matamu Dan rasakan a a a aku Kekuatan cinta kita takkan pernah rapuh Terhapus ruang dan waktu Percayakan kesetiaan ini Pada ketulusan a a ai aishiteru"

Ok!
Don't forget to watch it y'all!

P/s: akmal pls take note of the lirik.

A piece of advice from a friend/teacher

2011-05-24T01:44:00.000-07:00

I just graduated

2011-05-19T02:35:00.000-07:00

Hello readers, i just graduated, again. As we rapidly approached graduation and waited for our turn to be called on that stage, i was finally realizing that hey, we won’t be able to hang out with most of our friends next year, and this may be the last time we see each other for years. Because the last time we graduating, we had in our mind that we're still going to see each other again for the next two semesters as a big number of us were still pursuing their studies in LLB.

Yes, it’s true: you will most likely not see any of the people you’re sitting by at graduation for a couple of years, but I am. Haha this is because i sat next to Izzati and Khai, or maybe we just got lucky. We are just a few hours from where we come from. Easy to see each other every month. Unlike, a few other people. My friends, my classmates, my housemates and other acquaintances from other classes are a few of those people I might never see again. It sucks, but it’s life. There are some people that I am truly concerned about staying in touch with after graduated from Hogwarts. As for now, I am pretty sure that I’ll make the effort to do so, regardless of distance.

I had a great-great time before graduating from Hogwarts, knowing that everyone will be missed and missing after this. I never enjoyed karaoke-ing before, but somehow sometime during the reunion i did. Unbelievable. 5 years and a half of school and soooooo many things happened in my life. Its kind of mindblowing.

Akmal's family

My parents could not make it to attend to my graduation ceremony. My father was unhealthy, and my mother had to take care of my little sister because she is in the middle of the mid-year exams. Doesn't really matter. They did come a year ago and attending the ceremony and had proudly seen their daughter had finally got a degree in her bag. So, no big deal. Thanks to Izzati, Khai and Akmal's families for making me feel like home. So much appreciated.

And to my beloved friends and darlings;

You guys are my best effing friends. We have gone through our shoo, spend our uni life as brothers, and then prospered in the end. It is clear that not a damn thing can break our friendship. Wink Wink. I’d say the only thing about our friendship that is constantly tested is when the finals were coming. Or sape kentut dulu. Either way, they’re silly and you guys are, too. I can’t wait for your guys' bumbum to move to one place together (if it happens to be lar) because I don’t know what the eff I would do without you guys.. Thank you so much for being there the past 4 years! It means a lot and I love the hell out of you. I love you.

Hogwarts life is sooo beautiful. I'm so gonna miss it.
(aritu pon ckp cmni gak)
Pls punch me in the face.

congradulations!

Benang

2011-05-12T00:48:00.000-07:00

Nama pakcik ni pakcik benang.

We call him benang because he, instead of saying "This case mesti maw MENANG",
He would say "This case mesti maw BENANG", with confidence. (How cute?)
Every time he steps into this office, I cant help myself but giggles!
and Mimi will be like,
"Hep. Shhhh. Nanti pakcik Benang dengar."
and we'll laugh our heads off until we can actually feel our bellies are cramping up.
Yeah. tak baik kutuk orang.
I'm not good at my mandarin either, pronounciation pon kengkadang tak btol..
Tapi... He is so funnnnnyyyy laa...

Harini mesti maw benang.

Challenge completed!

2011-05-09T01:07:00.000-07:00

3/5/2011

hello everyone.. i'm on lemonade detox diet day 1.
My CW is 54.5kg.
Trying to lose around 5 kilos after 7 days.
Hope it works!

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8/5/2011

Told ya it's not that easyy,
but it's worth itt! wooo-hooooo!

Lost around 3.5kgs.

:)

Next challenge:

Nutrastart Diet.

Dreamer

2011-05-06T02:43:00.001-07:00

It's not easy... but
it's worth it.
and i'm working on it.

:)

2011-05-02T18:04:00.000-07:00

stage 7

2011-04-24T09:30:00.000-07:00

"Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do?"

-Myself via Maroon 5

13 hours

2011-04-18T09:34:00.000-07:00

the text msg while i was working (still can read it even though there's a crack on it) :)

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Thanks for the moon syg :)

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Sent me an mms while i was only 200 metres away from him. :D

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How romantic can he be.. :)
Wish i could stay longer.
Wish i could stay more than 13 hours.
Thanks for the wonderful hours.
Rindu lagi banyak.

p/s: Thanks izzati for the sleepover and kentot2 together. BEST! Thanks mama for the bihun (addictive gile) and thanks papa Taj for tha storiessss! heheh

J.

i'll blame it on bad luck

2011-04-18T00:23:00.001-07:00

*Credit to peyton sawyer

You think I am

2011-04-12T23:56:00.000-07:00

People think i'm strong but it's just a mask.
On the inside i am screaming.

First official Month

2011-04-11T06:32:00.000-07:00

camwhored in front of the office

I survived my first month of tutelage! They say the first month is always the hardest because you need to adjust and get your own 'flow' of life without your lecturers around, man. You see when we were in law school, we did 20 pages of submission by 5 different set of minds. Now, amik kaw. 50 pages, you do it all ALONE. The stress is building up, though but it's still manageable. I love the office, I love the company. I love the environment. Even sometimes I have to stay up all night finishing up some business, I really don't mind.

Thanks for all the words and tortures.
Really inspired me becoming a better, maturer person.

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I have a friend named Izzati, that I haven’t talked to in three decades.
ok, lies and fake.
I haven't talked to her for a while (bout some gurlie stuff) because most of our conversations now are bout - what.. eg Law, Law, Principles, Cases and Law, again.
I can see that law is now our bread and butter.
We have it for breakfast. We have it for lunch.
and sometimes we have to have it during the dinner.
I don't think I'm gonna eat them 'till I die. Because my kids need some ice-creams :)

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This was taken on your birthday :)

i mish u.

Haaaaaave you met... Qaid?

2011-04-07T08:01:00.000-07:00

Hello! ;)
This is Qaid Munzir.
such a cuteeee baby aite? i knoww!
nahh he's not my son..
I am just his favourite aunt! LOL perasan.
BTW, doessssssssssssss.. he look like me? LOL again.
Oh you've gotta give lots lots of hug to me, you cute baby. hehe
Miss youuu.
Hush hush.

p/s I just hope you can read this.
Flash terang sangat. pedih mata.
Miss your pak ngah!

xoxo

You asked, here's why.

2011-03-29T06:04:00.000-07:00

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

– Marilyn Monroe

That's why he is still here.
That's why I'm still here.

That's why we are still together.

Three in one

2011-03-18T04:18:00.000-07:00

Hi there it's me again.
I miss my boyfriend. So I decided to do some artwork to show that we're still FABULAWS.
It's not really an artwork though, it's just a simple touch of Jihad. HAHA.
I was bored because i din understand what was it all about
and I was too lazy to make myself understand it.
So this is what I look like if i was a redhead and tall and skinny.
Mimi asked me not to transform into this because I will totally look like a maknyah (drag queen).
Was thinking to transform myself look like Kim Kardashian. Awesome. Lol.

and

My new office is great. Have more responsibilities to deal with.

and

Hello sayang.
I miss you my dear boyfriend.
Miss you everyday.
My heart was racing and all I could feel was this constant sense of dread.
What should I doooooooo?
There are so many things I want to tell you right now, I just don't know how to put it into words.
Tapi ini je yang boleh ckp,
I love you.

Always and Forever.

Mrs. Fabulaws

It's rough bebeh

2011-03-05T18:40:00.000-08:00

Dear future Jz,

Never stop dreaming. Because one day you'll find that the reality is wrong, the dreams are all real. Therefore, fight for it. Have a strong heart. Less crying when you do your work, less play when you do the same. You need to be serious this time. Akmal? You have to trust him. I know he is always there for you, to catch you every time you fall. Believe in yourself. No one can judge you. Only God can do that. Don't listen what everybody else is saying. Dorang bukan tahu pun sebab dorang tak pernah buat. Don't give a damn. You're doing it for you.. at least you've tried. Find something to die for, if you can't find something to live for. Remember that.

Every time rasa macam nak falls apart, please read this entry again and again.

Love,
the past Jz

After all the mayhem... I am

2011-03-04T06:49:00.000-08:00

...still livin as a baller and gangsta.
Tiring but fun and
life goes on.

Dear Izzati

2011-02-24T17:50:00.000-08:00

Ages ago

Dear Izzati,

"Every tall girl needs a short best friend".

I don't prefer the word short, actually. Shady will be fine. So here am I; your shady best friend, writing a love letter for my best friend in this very breezy friday morning at the office. I know I pretty much wish you all the best things in life every year but I’m gonna continue wishing them onto you, simply because I think you deserve it. Not only you are annoying, crazy, intolerable and blabber mouth, you are also very smart. sweet and lovable. If I could have a relationship with you I could have done that 5 years ago. Pastu kita boleh kahwin dah in 3 years time. I love you for who you are, how protective are you, how easy-going you've become. Oh yes that's creepy and i shall stop.

Thank you for being there when I needed you.

Thank you for being there when i was stranded.....

Thank you for being there when one of the boys broke my heart.

Thank you for being my bank for once in a while.

Banyak sangat thank you yang kadang-kadang tak terkata.

I wish I could be stay here in HK this week to give you your birthday present in person (with hugs of course) but alas, I cannot. I hope to see you sometime very soon. Enjoy your week, do something fun and muka jangan kerut-kerut.

p/s: oh i just got your message kaw dapat bunga. Cantik!

Still the prettiest and hottest creature on the planet,

SHADY.

balik2 kaw

2011-02-22T00:49:00.000-08:00

Kaw ingat I give a damn ke kaw suka rabbit ke tak.

kecoh.

Not another day in paradise

2011-02-16T19:43:00.000-08:00

Thank you Izzati Tajuddin for summarizing what did we do during Saint Valentino's day!

So after you've read the post, that's what happened.

Thank you for the lovely evenings muchosnanchos.

Sangat-sangat best dan akan menggunapakai plan itu pada masa akan datang.

xoxo

Hey you

2011-02-15T18:50:00.000-08:00

I'm sure you are so fucking happy now.
This is what you want kan?
Congratulations.

A letter

2011-02-08T20:07:00.000-08:00

To whom it may concern,

You are evil, evil gemini person. I would like to congratulate you on ruining my morning everyday, causing me to stop and stare, and thereby causing me to lose my sense of shitting when I see the toilet bowl.

The bowl looks exactly like u. Seriously, come and have a peek on it.

Whatabout 16? I don't know. You love him, go stalk him. I don't care anymore. Go do your crazy shit, bring him lunchshit or dinnershit as you wish. If he comes back, well he's your.

Aku taknak carik gadoh dengan kaw. Aku taknak reply msgs kaw. Dan aku taknak angkat phone calls kaw. Kaw ni annoying. Kenapa ek kaw anta semua gamba-gamba kaw dengan 16 every night? Aku tak paham. Kata ada boyfriend? Dah tunang la whatever shit kan.

It's not all about 16 kan? It's all because of personal vendetta, isn't it? You've done many things which are not right. You have gossiped, lied, and told secrets.

I used to dislike you. But now I hate you. I reserved that word, hate, just for you. I would never forgive you, or even pity you. You would get what you deserved.

Aku menyesal aku tak lempang kaw bila aku ada peluang.

Kaw tahi.

The saga begins

2011-02-04T01:46:00.000-08:00

I am currently undergoing a Padawan training under the tutelage of a Jedi Knight, Izzack (not in the picture) and a Jedi Master, as seen above. I have to complete my tests and trials before I can become a true Jedi Knight... In 9 months, yeah. I promise I'll do my best and InsyaAllah nothing so bad is gonna happen during my knighthood. I pray the best for the other Padawan learners as well. Mari berdoa dan solat bersungguh-sungguh.

More pictures would come, more stories would be shared.

So, suit up my frens! Light up your lightsabers because the battle of a Padawan is just about to get started.

Warning: please watch Star Wars (at least episode I) to understand what the hell am I writing about.

i noe hair grows

2011-01-28T07:43:00.000-08:00

aku stress rambot aku pendek.

idk

2011-01-14T07:14:00.000-08:00

"I don't know" has been my answer for everything lately. So please don't ask me to choose between white or black. Because I'm just gonna say, "I don't know".

eg:

Where are you going to work now?
I dont know.

Litigation or corporate? or corporate litigation?
I dont know.

Kota Damansara ke JB?
I dont know.

Why all dont know?
I dont know.

What do you know?
I dont know. What do you wanna know?

What do you want?
I dont know.

What are you gonna do now?
I dont know.

Am i too demanding?
I dont know.

You think that's a good choice?
I dont know.

Nak makan ape?
I dont know.

Lontong nak?
Tataw.............

Magis susah tak? Sape aja magis dulu? Why do you hate me? What are you doing here? What's your fav colour? Can i see you this monday? Can u? Where are you? Whats that sound? Who? How??

PLEASE STOP.

It's driving me crazy.

Art of love

2011-01-13T07:05:00.000-08:00

rindu buah hatiku... :(

Update : The Bride is Weady!

2011-01-07T06:40:00.000-08:00

Here's where I was on wedding dress. I've been dayyy-dreaming (a lot of times) in a week -- Mondays through Sundays, generally. Weheeee! I like it, I really do. Who does not, right? Man, I look forward to that day : everyday. The Wedding day.

I'd like to tell you about the berangans that came through yesterday, but I'm not sure I can describe them. Berangan : Dreaming --- needs a gweat imagination and energy. The first one came through when my sister and I were packing our old stuff to be given away. Somehow I found the activity was kind of boring. At one of the four corners in the room, I found this one white wedding gown. And so I
tried it on..

These actually were taken depan rumah je. :)

Tada! And oh i felt like I want to get married so badly. But I can't. The rule is, get a job and must be financially stabled dulu, then you can get married. And have kids. It's like the old rule, with very rare exceptions. That's a stupid rule. Why are you even doing this to yourself? Just get married whenever you want it, like everyone else in the world. No! It's bad for me.

Haha. Gila. Best gila berangan.

GAMBAR NI DAH DELETED.

My princess hour :)

Listen

2011-01-02T10:15:00.000-08:00

I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known.

now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling.

Jangan muntah

2010-12-29T05:46:00.000-08:00

Yeah okay, puke if you want to. I was bored, so i found myself a celebrity twin : voila! Laugh out loud. Go ahead. LAUGH OUT LOUD. We look alike, don't we? The eyes, the shape of our faces, the face ass, except the nose. Mine is bigger ( a bit), but still pretty. I can inhale more air than any pointy nose does. HAHA.

Try, again.

2010-12-24T08:06:00.000-08:00

im gonna getchu.

im gettin closer.

star warsm

2010-12-14T08:02:00.000-08:00

Jihads here. As u all know, i am awesome. Tp smalam, i think my awesomeness was downgraded to a level below. And this was because, i havent watched Star Wars. Can u believe it? L.A.M.E. So, yesterday, i decided to elevate the level of awesome by watchin it for the first time. Yeah i know this was my first time watchin it - im not a star wars virgin anymore! Hypothetical High-5! I-AM-NOT a STAR WARS VIRGIN ANYMORE! laugh out loud.

When we first saw this movie, (i watched it with adik) we were awed by the used of graphics in this movie: different scenes, different types of building. It was solid. The characters were awesome : the delicate and compassionate Master of Jedi, the coolest lightsaber evah! Zhingg! George Lucas made it looks so great. It totally wins my heart. At a breezy 220 minutes, “Star Wars Episode 1: the phantom menace” is not to be missed. It rips out your heart and punches you directly in the balls with it.

Now, watch it, bro.

I Hate Everything about You

2010-12-13T18:05:00.000-08:00

i was tagged for a reason. so okay, here u go:

Instructions:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that’s playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don’t lie and try to pretend you’re cool…

How would u describe urself?
Bust Your Windows : Glee Cast
hoh yeah im just gona meet u and bust ur windows! HUAHAHAH

What do u like in a guy/girl?
Larger Than Life : Backstreetboys
alamak kantoi

How do u feel today?
Airplanes : BoB f. Hailey Williams
nga terbang nak gi cloud number nineeeeeeeeeee... :))

What is ur life's purpose?
Against All Odds : Westlife F. Mariah Carey
in a way..

What's ur motto?
Leaving on A Jet Plane : Justin Timberlake
i dun get it

What do your friends think of u?
Seize the Day : Avenged Sevenfold
stil dun get it, izzati and fyza. whaaat..?

What do u think of ur parents?
My Boo : Usher f. Alicia Keys
"there always that 1 person that will always have ur heart.." :)

What do u think about very often?
98 Degrees : My Everything
:)

What is 2 + 2?
MCR : I'm Not Okay
ooh it's hard

What do u think about ur bestfriend(s)?
Vertical Horizon : Everything u Want
crystal clear.

What do u think of the person u like?
Frankie J : More Than Words
"... it's all u hv to do to make it real.."

What is your life story?
Babyface : The Loneliness
no comment either.

What do u want to be when u grown up?
Justin Timberlake : Sexyback
hoh yeah! im workin on it!

What do u think of when u see the person u like?
Kid Rock : Only God Knows Why
stated clearly on the title :)

What will u dance at ur wedding?
Sum41 : Pieces
that would work. Best song. Bestest.

What will they play in ur funeral?
Boyz 2 Men : End of the Road
:(

What is ur biggest fear?
Mary J. Blige : Be Without You
uh-huh.

What is ur biggest secret?
No Doubt : Don't Speak

too bad readers, aku takleh bgtau.

What will u post this as?
3 Days Grace : I Hate Everything about You
of koz i hate u. so much. you alone. jgn tgk kiri kanan.

There u go. Im gonna tag:

1. izzati
2. Yong (pls)
3. khai
4. whoever reads this post

reowww

2010-12-11T01:48:00.000-08:00

'Sup, J?

2010-12-10T18:29:00.000-08:00

Exploring google.com, I came across an article, “interviews guidelines”. Reading over the article, I thought it could help all of those that are anxiously want to do chambering and to pass those dreaded job interviews. The article is about the little things that the interviewers are gonna likely to ask (duhh). I’ve been studying all these guidelines and theories and perspectives for the bloody interviews (not all... a little, maybe). Out of all, I still cant keep up a step. This is horrible. Tp bkn penting sgt pon kan? KAN? Well, i dont know. Some firms only depend solely on the interviews, right? RIGHTTT? Ntah. We often worry about little things and transform them into these massive monsters. Which made me ask myself: In the great scheme of my life, how important are these interviews man..? You see, there’s so much more to live for than just passing a test. This doesn’t mean stop trying or looking for a job; go out in party. I’m just saying, it’s just a test. Pass or fail life goes on.

tulis pepanjang pon takde org bace. hehehe.

a lesson to learn

2010-11-26T08:05:00.000-08:00

:: When two exes decide to just be casual, someone always gets hurt.
It is just not one of them. ::

...it's the new partner.
-Achemal

determination: chapter 1

2010-11-22T19:58:00.000-08:00

After I dedicated myself to a lemon detox for 4 days,
i lost 2 Kilos.
:)

p/s: im gonna do another 7days of detox diet.

tp arini nak termkn 3 popia goreng. hadoi.
= 390 kalories.
hm.

Green Eyed Monster

2010-11-20T05:34:00.000-08:00

This is me.

haha. i kid.
maybe not WW3,
civil war kot.

264 Miles

2010-11-15T02:40:00.000-08:00

i have a boyfriend who lives 264 miles from me.

and that is 425 km.

That is also about 4 hours and 45 minutes of driving.

i shall not mention how long it's gonna take if i've ever walked. hehe.

Once upon a time, I thought, “hey im going to University, I dun wanna be tied down with a boyfriend and hv to hv someone ruin my fun.” So, i decided to keep things casual. Days turned into months and one day, one glorious day, I had a revelation.

Some people search forever lookin for someone that turns my stomach the way he does, that tells them they’re beautiful every single day, that looks into their eyes and tells them that he’s in love with them. How ridiculous, no, DUMB would i be to let that go?

Our relationship is anything but conventional. Most of the time, we just act like best friends.. because truth be told, he is one of two people in the world that i call my best friend. We laugh, we cry, we scream, we fight. But in the end, and i know that at the end of the day, he'll be the last thing on my mind and when i wake up, he will be my first thought.

im not saying we’re perfect. We hv our fights. We bicker about things that dun matter and say things that we shouldnt but we love each other so much sometimes it physically hurts to be apart.

I’ve always been a realist. Wrong... Well maybe sometimes im a realist. :) Truth be told, I’d much rather be a romantic. I wanna think, “We’ll be together forever”.. “We’ll be married some day”.. “What will our kids names be?”.. But I’ve come to realize, mature relationships think about now. We think about how to make each other smile, how to show our love and how to get by one day at a time. The distance is a war and we’re winning each battle every single day.

It’s going to be really hard. I know. But we’re gonna have to make it work.

I love you. I’m in love with you. I miss you more than I could ever explain.

Dont say the word or i'll shoot u.

2010-11-11T02:07:00.000-08:00

5 years and a half. Last Monday, was my unofficial final day of completing this LLB program. It is ending y'all and it’s happening much. too. fast. in my opinion."Why do u wanna be a lawyer?" that was the first question that they asked me when i entered the law school foundation program. If u ask me now, i still dont know what to say. Hm. to uphold the pillar of justice? blah ok.

It feels like i just got here, just attended my first lecture, my first stressful day. haha. But at the same time, with the amount i’ve learned, seen and done in the past almost 9 months, i feel like Iive been here forever. Aku sedar aku lebih wiser, drunker and i thank my friends and lecturers for that.

aku tengah packing all my stuff. awal kan? So while kemas-ing, i thought i’d look back on everything i've learned during my awesome life as a student . tu la tetibe nak blogging. Turns out: I’ve learned a lot.

one of the moment that im gona miss gegile would be: eating lunch with my"crew" and boyfie on a daily basis. The laughter................. was a great remedy for stress. Fza nak bukak kedai fashion, izzati wanted to be a kindergarten teacher, akmal wanted to sell off ice-creams. haha. i wanted to do interior design!

it was always good for a laugh, and yet i wasn’t particularly sure where i'd go.

i had tried my best to balance packin' my things, & squeezin in all the necessary goodbyes & drunken memories that the final few days after finals provide you with: Lepak ngan BFF, lepak again with BFF and BF. Lepak lah lagi with others that i'd never had time to hv a chat to and stuff. AND also igtkan diri sindri that we're moving to the next stage of our life. Those goodbyes...... are tricky. u’re not sure which of the people u’ve spent the last 5years with u’re going to still be in contact and who you need to say goodbye to for good. :[

and there are some. More.

it aint easy.

aku takleh abeskan entry nih. i hate goodbyes.

oh damn i said it. ok u can shoot me now.

to nemesis

2010-10-03T05:55:00.000-07:00

it's over.
(hopefully)

surat cinta

2010-09-27T23:27:00.000-07:00

dear nemesis,

i meant to write sooner but ive just been busy.
i just wan u to know that all ur threatn emails, letters and text msgs did not make me weak.
i dont know what u want from me,
i dont know what u want from him.
leave us alone.

i cant accept ur forgiveness,
bcoz it's never easy for me.
i can only hate u,
bcoz thats what u asked for.
pls rmember, i dont steal him form u,
u lost him.
r u confused.. or u totally forgot?

pls stop harassing me.
im one step closer to take a legal action against u,
and ur stupid bf as well.
(no wonder lah korg bercinte,
u guys have somethin in common)

u hv dug your own grave,
now ur gonna lie in it.

untitled

2010-09-07T22:40:00.000-07:00

crazy, jealousy and paranoid are so not me.
but sometimes they are.

what a package

2010-08-18T22:10:00.000-07:00

this is my 3rd day of suffering from demam, runny nose and batuk2 yg teramat.
tekak saket.. hingus meleleh..
oh boy. what a day.
because of the package that i got, i have to wear mask everywhere i go,
so that i wont spread the disease to anyone else.
hihi. beware when talking to Jihad.
dun lemme spit on you. haha.
kuman.

p/s: izzati jom gi bazaaaaaaaaaar. aku craving soup.

YOU CAN BE A CHAMP!

2010-08-13T20:54:00.000-07:00

saje saje

2010-08-02T04:29:00.000-07:00

ini gamba kt ofis.

must be wondering knape lame aku tak online aite?
ive been bz baby.
:)
keje byk,
commitment byk.
miss my mama and homies.

tu je nak ckp.
:)

aammuuaahhh.

where we're gona be when we turn 25?

2010-07-03T09:16:00.001-07:00

i'll be goin back to shah alam tomorow. yeah.. will b starting out a journey that is full of *watever-u-kol-it". i dun wanna go back. im gona miss home............... mcamane nih macamane nih.nex sem. everythns gona change. the bedsheet. the pillowsheets and all the shits that i've done: less fb, less main, less lupa diri. mase part 1 LLB: i played a lot, fb while in class and stuff. i took things for granted. stadi 2weeks b4 exam. the result? what did i expect--2 weeks stadi nye result lah. 5months plus to go. where we're gonna be after that? i dont know. still havent decided yet. short terms-become a workaholic. long term-i'll go for chambering and become a succesful lawyer. u see here,short term goal will help me achieving my long term goal.

waw. 5months. lepak with the loved ones pepuas. cuz lepas nih we're gona have a very longgggggggggggg distance r/ship. unless we go chambering kt tempat yg same, or anywhere closer. kan?

tanak ckp byk. takot tak buat je ;)

ps: all the best everybody. ALL THE BEST.

gonna mis u :'( chirp chirp

and u guys too. ;'(

2010-06-12T01:11:00.000-07:00

1 year... & counting..

i LOVE u.

:)

Happy Anniversary syg.

Yin and Yang

2010-05-19T22:25:00.000-07:00

When searchin for a soulmate, some people said it's better to have the person who has the same interest as theirs: Like the same styles, love same music, same hobbies, watching the same type of movies... blablabla so that they can understand each other and can get along very well. However, according to the ancient Chinese understanding ie. Yin and Yang, it shows the evidence to the contrary.

This concept introduces how do things work. If we look at the symbol of Yin and Yang, the outer part (full circle black tu), it means everything. Then, let's look at the black and white shapes within the circle tu.. hah. Those represents 2 energies. It means that, they complete each other. They cannot exist without each other. cool right?

My point is, if we apply this concept of Yin and Yang to our relationship, it shows that in any relationship; there shouldnt always be white and also, it shouldnt always be black. Literally speaking, there is not such thing as "happy all the time tanpa gaduh". Or we cannot expect that our loved ones, to be perfect all the time; to have the same interest as ours; we cannot. Without Yang nothin wud come into being; without Yin all that comes into being wud die. As the classics state: "Yin creates Yang and Yang activates Yin".

As a matter of fact, Mal and I are one example of Yin and Yang. Mal is a guy and im a girl (duhh). He's a realistic and im a fantastic. haha. I mean, im the kind who fantasize ALOT. But he is not. He's the type who reads newspaper all the time and im the type who reads entertainment mag MOST OF MY TIME. Aku study awal, dia study last minute tp score jugek. See? To list out our opposites, mmg never ends. I admit that we are so different in so many ways. Totally the opposite. Izzati said, "Gile opposite attracts siot korg". Yep, thats the truth. But we survive okayyy. We still get along, u noe.. but still............ NEVER agree to each other.

At the end... the "thing" that always bring us together is LOVE. At least we know that we have one similarity. :)

;)

another 10 pounds!

2010-05-17T03:04:00.000-07:00

this was taken when i was 40kg.

im 53kg now. u noe when i was in shah alam, i was 60kg. when i got home, i was 57kg. impressive aite? who sed LLB lagi buat org kurus? tipu. i think it's all because of my tongue was burntttt: i couldnt eat well. it was so saket as the food that i wanted to chew jadi friction btwn my burnt tongue and saket gile. so thats y i lost my weight. sbb mls nak mkn dalam keadaan begitu. hehe. nway, im on water-fasting now. trynna reach 48kg before 22nd... dats like, 53-48= 5kg! semangat nih! hahha.i dun wanna look plump during my convo, u noe. it's not because i literally dun wanna it, i cant fit my baju kurung! can u imagine? baju kurung pon tak muat. damn. korang mesti kate no much diffference, nah-ah. u're wrongggg. as i told u guys before.... it went straight to ur hipsssss!

this was taken when i was 60kg.

Just wish me luck again in achieving 48kg before 22nd MAY 2010!
xoxo

Luv u mohd achmal :)

That's what she said part 2

2010-05-16T07:09:00.000-07:00

"There are people, say what u wanna hear.
even on a raining day, they'll tell u the sky is clear.
when u really2 love someone, am i right, what u say that u wan them near?"

That was a slap in my face

2010-05-14T05:51:00.000-07:00

In America, they're called the "District Attorneys". Here, we called them the "Public Prosecutor". All of this while, i thought it's easy being a Public Prosecutor (PP), because u can get everythn that u want, on a snap of fingers. And i thought, being a Defense Counsel (DC) is hard because u dont hv whatcu need in your hands. I was wrong. Being a PP is the world's toughest job. i realized it when i lost my first case yesterday. Although we had everythn in our pockets, we still couldnt prove that the accused persons were guilty beyond reasonable doubts. The DC were still managed to poke our case and raised a few doubts. FYI--a doubt is enough to throw away a case. and yet, we, the prosecution were unable to cover that hole.

Tak makan hati pon. Being an "izzati", we are still in learning process.. it's okay if Mr Hasnan lashed out sometimes (most of the time actually) during the mock trial, because it's a lesson to learn. Positive thinking. Thanks izzati.

my trial started off on the wrong foot. chemist report was wrong, pictures taken were wrong, wrong procedures... blablabla.. too many flaws. After the judge acquitted the accused, i dint feel that bad.. i was ok and i dint take it personally..til today someone approached me, gave me a handshake and made a remark to my face.. telling me: "u lost ur case?" oh i was taken aback. I couldnt even pull a smile at that time. This person was throwing a sarcasm at me.. WHAT WAS THAT? A "handshake" and "u lost ur case?" Unbelivable.

Mybe thats what u'll get when u lost a case: a slap in your face.

hoes over bros?

2010-05-07T02:37:00.000-07:00

have u ever thought of which one is more important in your life.. your friends or your girlfrens and boifrens? of course most of you preferably the former. but i cant deny some of my friends are practicing 'bf over hoes' instead of 'hoes over bros'. WHICH ONE ARE YOU? Food for thought eh? :)

when I asked around among my friends, some said it's better u pick ur frens becoz if ur bf/gf left, they are still around. uh-huh. but i wonder, what if one of your frens becomes your gf/bf, so....... which one should we pick? ayok...

when i got home, i asked ikin, my housemate. she said:

"i think awk should pilih org yang dah lame kenal la.. yang paling knal lua dalam. kalaw frens, bru kenal 4bulan and dah knal gf dah knal lame gile, tkkan nak pegi kt kwn kot..."

hm. ooooo.. i loike the way she thinks. i kinda think she's right. hm tp it's to u! im just sharing what i've been thinking!

c u in the future.

because i was insensitiv

2010-05-04T09:35:00.000-07:00

inspired by izzati kedobik.

arentcu tired.....

2010-04-30T03:21:00.000-07:00

I spent a lot of time being miserable. All those (censored word) inspirational quotes didn work. It's like an old friend to me... you know. Like today it makes u happy, the following days it's gonna kick you around. Hah! So what do we say when shit happens? Like what Izzati, The Bf and Khai said,

"Yeah, Fuck It."

oh life... aren't you getting tired kicking too much ass? tak saket kaki ke tetendang montot org weh? and please please stop telling me that it's just always gonna be there and screw me all the time ......................................................................................................................................

cepatlah holiday.

Make life worth the while

2010-04-24T01:55:00.000-07:00

Ida Scott Taylor once wrote:

"Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering."

This picture was taken during Yong's graduation

Holidays, 8 days to go. Days when we almost-officially leave the hassles of law school and begin our nasty activities. See the above pic? I miss them a lot. i've finally realized that im not just a survivor--i'm a bloody warrior, and i am tougher than anythn life or LLB throws my way. i mean, WE ARE.. right? LLB... it kicked our asses all the time. We couldnt get enough sleep, we could get enough time to laze around and we dun even get enough to do other jobs. Dating? impossible.

Right now, at this hour, im still studying my for my next paper, Civil Procedure which will take place this monday. im in a state of perpetual gloom since my last paper. it was sucked. i feel stupid. I have to face another 3 papers, which i dun even know whether i can even get thru it. I try to overwhelm with what Ida Scott Taylor has been saying up there. Well maybe she's right. Sometimes, it's easy to feel like u're the only on in the world who's struggling... hm. Yes it's not use crying over spilled milk... let's make life worth the while. :) Echoing Mr Hasnan's word,

"Dont treat this final as the end of the world. There are much more disappointments that u'll be facing out there. Believe me, life is so beautiful... enjoy it."

With this, i end my entry for today.

Im yem so Beeeeee... ZeeeY lately!

2010-03-28T03:07:00.000-07:00

it's been a while since my last post. im currently pursuing my study in law, of course--another hectic stage of becoming a lawyer. as stated in my title, yup.. I AM TOO BZ TO WRITE A POST. thank god my bf is in the same stress-sphere as i am. kalaw tak, confirm breakup.

*smile sampai telinge*

aku pon skang nga kt ofis. preparing a tiny part of the mock trial: on bail. 10% assesment. hoho. skang pon nga berangan lagi sbb tatau nak tulis ape. so aku update lah blog. hehehhe. staring tomorrow, mmg bz gilak (bz lagi.hurm.). cube bayangkan, aku ade:

Monday: Bail
Selase: Tort- case pesentation
Wed: Free (so far) tp aku igt nak buat bm
Thurs: pon free jugek so far tp slot ni nak buat evidence
Jumaat: 1. test bankruptcy
2. test contract
3. submit BM
Jumaat mlm, Sat and Sun?: HELL (bak kate aizek)

nak senyum lagi boley tak.............

*SMILEEEEEE*

tp pegi klas the BF. tgk kt whiteboard ade tulis, "22 days more to exam". aku terus............................ mcm nak pengsan. byk lagi tak buat, byk lagi tak stadi. smue due date asgment back to back. Woh. PANIC ATTACK! jadual aku pack pack pack dan pack!! argh.

i think kalaw the BF bkn satu batch mesti gadoh gegile sbb aku akan ilang lagi for one week.... eh aku dah ckp eh kt atas?

Ni je la so far gamba camwhore so far yg kitorg ade!

see u guys laterrrrrrrrrr!

xoxo

Shes grown up

2009-12-28T18:10:00.000-08:00

ok kgkwn. good morningggggggggg..

haha. ok i decided no mo emo entries. NO MORE. Nuh-uh. im gona be a very positive person starting todayyy (il try) .. yehaaa. org asek bising je why are all my entries emo sgt. of coz la! i was emo back then! so mestilah kene emo kan? haha. nwayyy... arini plan nak tukar layout sbb i thnk it kinda portrays my personality.. impliedly, yah. hehe. :)

. . .

That girl dah tak kacaw aku. Im free as a birdie. hihihihi.

. . .

Am i always the second?

2009-12-17T05:06:00.000-08:00

I thought I knew you.

But I guess it's easier to see what we want than to look for the truth.

You think you know me but you don't.

And that means you don't know what I can do.

BITCH1922

2009-12-07T06:37:00.000-08:00

..... mula2....

OoH.. so that's what she said.

a few days before, my blog was infected by- a germ-, it must hv come from a dog,-a female dog-i guess; dissing me bout my love life. It was posted up on my chatterbox. At 1st, i din really care or bother so much to remove that box-- until i realized everyone was reading it. Everybody knew bout it. A bit more surprise, everybody was talkin bout it. I was thinking, where the hell did i go wrong? What the hell did i go wrong.

Is dis wat we called karma ladies & gentlemen? aku pon tatau. since i've nvr done such thing to u, so i pray dat Mr Karma will backfire on u! Aku dah meluat. Yes. Dat is the right word "meluat". Im tellin u dat u hv no credibility, no respect, u hv nothin. Cuz all u can do is diss me kt blakang, tru the internet (helo?) ; knape tanak jumpe saja, kan senang?

Get a life.
Better shut ur lying mouth if u dun want him finding out.

radiohead-creep

2009-11-25T05:33:00.000-08:00

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

it all went straight to my hips

2009-11-23T05:04:00.000-08:00

hello. today is my second day of diet-ing. everythn went well. i ate 2 teaspoon of nasi (siket kan?) with ikan goreng. and then i did a 30 mins exercise. i danced to Shaun T's hip hop abs workout to burn the calories. it was awesome! my back is kinda hurt because of the movements in the video that hes using, but nway i enjoyed doin it.:)

in white is Dayana & in red is syafreena

oh yesterday i went to a wedding.. my fren's sis' wedding (dayana) n waw to me cuz i ate jus a little of that nasi minyak: a small victory to me. clap clap. hehe. dayana.. hvnt seen her for such a long time. the last time we met, i thnk, was 7 years ago: when we were soooooo young. n stupid. hahah. she is still the same as how i left her; comel, ganas and lovely.. everytym we end a conversation, il get a punch.. haha. u noe wat i mean?

we talked a lot. gossip psl old frens, boyfrens, teachers and enemies. haha. about akad? All the time! oh i fogot to mention that akad is dayana's bf. he talks alot bout her too. hehe. oh and then i met my lil old fren: syafreena atan. i nvr talked to her during high school. NEVER. but ysterday it was like, ive known her for years. haha! sori ikin! hehe. and shes currently doin her PHD. how cool is dat? i was just finishin my degree n shes studyn for her PHD? F*ing genius. im jealous.

This is my current n73 wallpaper. sexy kan? ;)

nak kurus! i would loveeeeeeeee to hv lost enough for people to notice. i keep imagining the compliments from my friends and family. i need to use that to keep me motivated. And i imagine how pleased my boyfriend will be. i know he would say that i'm beautiful just the way i am, but i certainly dont buy that. he will be excited when he sees the difference. kan sayang? :)

see u bile aku dah kurus! haha
xoxo

I just wanna be thin, honey.

2009-11-21T08:56:00.000-08:00

Im on diet.
Im on diet.
Im on diet.
Im on diet.
Im on diet.

2nd notice for 1922

2009-10-29T05:23:00.000-07:00

aku tak tahu kenape aku benci dia.

this ain't supposed to happen to me

2009-09-25T10:11:00.000-07:00

this song is so addictive.

Heh, not again
Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me

Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
(Oh shot me out the sky)

Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
Girl sometimes love

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'

We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick, hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes

Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic
'Cause we had it, we was magic

I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him

"Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall
(When it comes around)"

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Won't see it coming when it happens, hey
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Yeah

sehari before holiday raye

2009-09-18T08:30:00.001-07:00

aku went out wif couples of frens gi watchin GAMER. apala cite tu. i loike the story tho.. the actions n stuff. but the story line.. apakah. i hate the ending. .n juts preferred the shooting part.. n simon. cute.:) nwayyy... kitorg g tgk around 1120pm kot.. tp got so excited n so at 10pm we were already there! heheh. ida la poyo.. konon nak gi kilang bahulu kt meruu. ngadee. last2 tak jadi pon.. sbb mls! n we went to bkt raja nek kete mal...... greng grengg

so.. it was 10pm, still din noe wat to do n i, decided to cruise arnd jusco bkt raja (ya i noe dah nak tutop dah but sure its fine). n i bought somethn for my room! mulot bibir merah! hoh yeah!

tadaaaa.. kiut tak?

ini adalah mereka yg bwk lari tepon aku tuh

akmal hamsidi

wawa n ida: diantara manusia yg menjahanamkan batteri fon aku

pas dah beli dah tak rase excited dah.. heheh.. sbb dah beli kot. pastu jenjln pusing lagi ngan mal till 11pm. n i realized my fon was not wif me! argh. ngan bebudak tu rupenye. cet. at the when i met them, they sed my fon got msgs. tp takleh bace. i was like, WHATT. n aku tgk, oh msg full. so i deleted la.. takleh gak! argh. man! so i just let 'em godeh2 my fon. :) ( pastu smpai bp fon aku mmg hang. nyampah btol) wat i did was.. aku reformatted blk the fon.. by:

1. switch off ur fon
2. mase tgh on, press call, 3 and star buttons at the same time when u see theres a notice of reformattin ur fon.
3. n tadaaa.. no more full msgs! (of kos la.. dah format!)

NOTE: ini hanyalah for nokia smartphone k? :)

nway, aku enjoyed mlm before aku blk raye tuh. even dating sekejap je ngan kekaseh ati ngan kwn2, pon rasak kehangatan nya. haha. at least takde la org yg nak kecik ati.. heheh. dua-dua kasik seimbangg..~ so now dah kat umah. guess ive been doin? stalkin people tru blogs! so byklah juge cite2 yg aku dpt bace.. tekan sane, tekan sini.. terbace psl yg tak sudah.. terjumpe kwn lame.. terjumpe musuh ketat. ahahha. aku sindrik takleh blah. aku aku bace je la. sbb aku concern psl musuh aku. hahahaha. blah la jihad. ok mari nnti berbloggin lagi. aku nak kemas umah. chow.

aku tak suke

2009-09-17T21:13:00.000-07:00

cantik ke?

a notice for so-called "1922"

2009-09-10T01:33:00.000-07:00

haluu...

aku ade bende nak ckp. heheh. memule aku nak bgtaw aku sgt sehat walafiat. masih lagi jihad yg suke buat org gelak tp siket menyakitkan ti. aku kt lib ni.. kene wat asgment il. hehe. saje bosan sgt reading on the legality of us intervention in afghanistan tuu.. sept 11, 2001.. igt tak? msti nye kan? this thing kinda pening kepale and org kt sebelah aku ni pon tambah kan lagi pening pale sbb bru B.O badan yg sgt kuat! argh. takleh la wei.. kene tukar tempat jugak. hehehe. owh izzati bru pas blk dating nak chomet. hehe. aku nak dating jugee. tp my bf tak tido since yesterday so takleh kacaw dia. ciannnn dia.. heheh. apesal aku dok hehe je ni? watever la.

arini aku rase best. bgn tido, trus rase fresh. pastu got msgs gud morning dr smue org so rase best2! aku nak letak gambo. tp mane de blutooth lu lib ni. merepek je jihadd..

“Make the lie big, make it simple, keep saying it, and eventually they will believe it.” Adolph Hitler

i came across this quote when i was reading on how the jewish were multilated n killed by this Mr Hitler. tp btol la ape dia ckp, if we keep saying bout it, eventhou it's not true.. mesti org percaye kan? hah. i just dun understand somehow ppl could actually lie to ur face, n the fact that u tak prasan langsung! u noe.. how can they be soooo genius and terer in lying n pretending mcm she/he din do anythn? n tellin everybody that he/she is innocent? i tot lawyers je camtu.. nvr ever registered in my mind some army girl ade juge talent like dat. i mean cmon la.. stop lying.. stop making rumors. STOP MAKING THE LIE BIG like wat hitler was proposing. it's stupid. n sometime pk blk, mcmane nak determine whether he/she is lyin or not? tataw kan? oral evidence slalu susah nak prove. tataw sape ckp betol or salah. like me n kaman dulu, msti nak kene ckp "lillahitaala..", bcoz thats the only way nak tunjuk yg she/he isnt lying. tp bro.. skang dat phrase mcm dah buat main plk.. one time u told that it wasnt u.. n the other time.. u keep on doin the same mistake n of kos it was u.. mcmane tu?

aku tak ckp pon aku tak penah tipu. tp if u tipu just to get som1 to be on ur lap wakpe? buang mase.

PS: Obsession can kill. so beware.

aku tahu entry aku merepek. aku emo.

aku dah lame..

2009-07-28T09:45:00.000-07:00

... tak bloggin. sbb aku mcm tataw nak tulis ape. pastu.. if aku nak cite pon. aku kene ade body language. tu yg jumpe org lagi senang nak bercerite tuh. tp if kwn2 yg lame tu... takde la.. mmg tak jumpe pon. aku ym sajaa. aku tetibe nak bangge ngan minah. minahhh.. ka wsuke puji aku la weh.

eg:
Aminah Ali

aku serius ni	12:46 AM

10 org aku jump kl ckp pasal ko	12:47 AM

11 daripada mereka menyatakn ko cntik	12:47 AM

pastu.. ha tgk.. aku dah tataw nak type ape. ar ar. aku ngan mal? ok.. gadoh2 tu bende biase.. dulu tak biase la. hehe. dia jd mpp skang. bz la bro.. takleh lyn nade sgt. em. skang nga cuti. h1n1 katenye.. la.. pastu jd cuti sem. zzz... apada.. org len tak cuti.. so aku kenkadang bosan. kengkadang je la. so aku masak.. kacaw izzati.. anta mms yg merepek2 kt dia ngan mal. hhehehe.

pastu..

aku tataw la weh..

ok. jumpe lagi esok.

im ok.

2009-06-02T06:09:00.000-07:00

takdir

2009-06-01T09:29:00.000-07:00

the word fate is only used by people who have lost sight of who they are.

aminah ali

2009-05-17T07:54:00.000-07:00

Aminah Ali: ko ktne ni?
lurvsuxz: umah.
lurvsuxz: kaw?
Aminah Ali: umah la
Aminah Ali: ko xpractical ke??
Aminah Ali: yat mne ko dapat bf nsem??
Aminah Ali: cm xcye seh
Aminah Ali: hahahah
Aminah Ali: ko gne bomoh ea
lurvsuxz: hahaha

Gokusen

2009-05-13T23:36:00.001-07:00

gokusen 2

gokusen 1

a character from Gokusen 1

ive been watchin Gokusen 2 lately. n i found that, it wud be much more appreciated if it does not copy the original version of Gokusen 1. but i wont regret watchin it tho. it's so much fun. i cried n laughed at the same time. hehe. n i also think that this drama is way better than GTO (since the concept was the same), but in Gokusen, the teacher is really-- a gengster. best. have a glance at it. i betcu watchin it non-stop once u start.

hari yang bosan siket

2009-05-12T08:38:00.000-07:00

today i went to balai polis to say hai. hihi. no la. gi amek surat practical kaman. people were "quite" heplful, (becoz i said i used to do my intern here.. duhh. bru nak ckp bebaik kee) and kinda bz.. so i took my time lookin around the station..tgk ape yg lain. some of the officers still tabik2 aku.. tak payah kott.

"PETANG PUAN!!"
Me: Apekah?

so rupe2 nye surat kaman dah di processed. eee.. bengang betol. dat day kate hilang. tak jmpe. lots of reasons. tgk2 je dah siap anta one copy for Pn Hafsyah also. aku mcm tataw nak bengang kt sape. kt kerani ke, kt org admin ke. ntah. so aku kol la si kaman sbb bengang sgt. hes like--talking bout his marine thingy. kinda fun but AKU TENGAH BENGANG KOT. uih.

arini penat sbb we (adik n ayu) thought of watchin muvie , pastu my mom tetinggal kunci la so we had to go back just to give that frickin KEY! argh.

adik bought a dress. i didnt. see, told ya. i hav to do some diet-ish. tak muat... pakai mcm org pregnant wehhh.. dah la. stop it.

so..
bie dah bosan. ape nak buat?

kite lukis.

serabut kan?

2009-05-11T09:44:00.000-07:00

Saye..

n.a.k

.... jadi ni...

baru bleh pakai ni..

...cantik kan?

tapikan. saye suke SANGAT

dan saye adalah i.n.i

kengkadang rase sedeh. sbb bdn berat. pastu org suke making fun of me. being fat is not a crime ok. i deserve to be happy too. so.. im thinkin dis holiday nak diet. n jadi kurus mcm dulu2, kan kan? il update u guys my stories! hehehe. takde lah mcm nicole richie.. shes too skinny. tp apa salahnyee..
Jihad Syahida sebernanye sedeh pasal lain.. mende alah ni tibe2 je.. tp sedeh la juge everytym nak shopping-argh. tak muat!-stress -_-"
........saye sedeh. dan mahu lukis2. pastu nak tampal2 kt bilik. tp sedih ni lain. mcm ilang the people that i love. rase empty je.... (dun wori. Akmal stil ade.) tataw where went wrong. im trynna accept that this is all just a test. yep. izzati is rite. this is just a test. Allah gave this test to make us strong; stronger.
ive drawn lots of drawings actually, as a way to express how i feel. Nak cite byk2 tp perasaan nak lukis tu lagi kuat lah kengkwn. mybe one day il just post up my cartoon story lines for u guys to read.. easier to see wats happenin aaite? yes izzati. i noe u wud agree. n u too zaza.=)
Lets just hope things are gonna be OKAY. =)

LOTS OF LOVE TO girlfrens n darling.

im just NOT dat into this muvie

2009-04-21T22:38:00.000-07:00

hm.. wat can i say.

i hate dis muvie.

wait. too harsh.

i dislike this muvie.

its kinda.. slow-moving.. nantok..

i thnk if u leave the iron pon, dah oredi terbakar.

But.. i thnk this is a totally [funny] twist

on hw life and love suck

but every now again you find the happy ending.

tp tak sume la happy ending.

GOSH.. i thnk its pretty dull! takleh puji.

i duno wat tosay. i duno what to say!

mayb it's a chick flick muvie. zzzz...

anyway. happy watchn.

sori guys.

im just NOT that into THIS MOVIE.

unpretty

2009-04-08T08:18:00.000-07:00

I wish could tie you up in my shoes
Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful
But what does that mean to you
Look into the mirror who's inside there
The one with the long hair
Same old me again today (yeah)

My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin'

[Chorus:]
You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make up
That M.A.C. can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I too
Be in the position to make me feel
So damn unpretty
I'll make you feel unpretty too

Never insecure until I met you
Now I'm bein' stupid
I used to be so cute to me
Just a little bit skinny
Why do I look to all these things
To keep you happy
Maybe get rid of you
And then I'll get back to me (hey)

My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day

I have myself to blame

I'm just trippin'

medicine of the day.=)

2009-03-08T06:24:00.000-07:00

when i was surfin the net.. i found somethn funny haha

and like hell it made me laugh.=)

Tentang Birthday

2009-02-25T19:29:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday to youuu..
Happy Birthday to youu..
Happy birthday to izzati tajuddin akasah taib...
Hepi birtday to youuu...~

semoge jadi lagi cantik dan
dapat boifren yg ensem2.

hihi.
=)

Sayangku Akmal Hamsidi

2009-02-15T06:19:00.000-08:00

happy 22nd birthday darling!
May Allah bless u..
InsyaAllah..=)